I promise you, Jesus is calling you.
He wants to be close to you and the moments that you feel most alone are the ones that he is closest. Sometimes we are surrounded by people, but so alone.
I sincerely believe that God allows our souls to feel empty when we are far from Him because He wants us to come after Him. We need to feel the deep ache of hunger in ours spirits that cries out for what only He can give us. He is with you ALWAYS. He knows everything that is going on in your life; he does not turn a blind eye to your pain but cries with you. You can trust Him! I can trust Him. He never fails and His love for us goes on and on… even if we have failed, because we always do and He already knows.
Mat 11:28 -30 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”